DA journal,

Ive been not really writing you or trying to update you recently that goes for my my blog too.... since Ive been busy with meetings, oculars and projects Ive been thinking about the things i miss most about not being this busy. I kinda find myself drifting to the memoirs and thoughts of a person who matters most. I just came home from a night clubbing and again i realized that i still cant look at other girls the same way, there's still an imaginary vision of a person that wont allow me to do the things i used to do or the moves i used to play.

now im at an area of confusion and melancholy, i might be second doubting the choices Ive made but I STILL DO honor my choice and ill stick with it either i die, get into a coma or disappear; is till will have made that choice even if things were different. i always new since February was THAT person would make me a btter person one way or another.

now i have another meeting a few hours form now, i got to get to sleep....

i do hope i dream well and im talking gibberish again T_T

till the next time,
~pao